Love Never Loved Me By Momiro
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That morning, Rebecca woke up extra early… which for her was five o’clock. All of the night before she couldn’t sleep… everything
inside her just felt so warm and fuzzy!
Happily, she jumped up and started dancing around with a pink teddy bear her parent’s had given her when she was about 3 years old, whom
she had named Pan.
She never really did know why she named it that, but she didn’t care as she danced around the room with her fuzzy companion.
Rebecca laughed as her soft pink, silk night gown swayed with her… was she being too happy about this? I mean, really? Dancing around
your bedroom at 5:00 am and with Pan and not getting a wink of sleep?
Not at all! It was like Christmas had come!
Quick as a flash, she put the teddy back down and hugged it before grabbing some random clothing and running into the bathroom, turning
the knob of the shower and waiting for the water to become warm.
She looked around the baby blue bathroom, white tiles on the floor and a small sink by the shower.
As the water was getting room, she quickly brushed her teeth and stripped down; hopping into the shower, still laughing with joy.
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“Nemesis… no… don’t…” the B&E specialist moaned in her sleep, her body twisting and turning as her nightmare engulfed her.
“BRAD!” she screamed, her head getting thrown up from its pillow and her body into a sitting position. Her breathing was shaky, cold
sweat dripping from every gland in her body… and she took her head in her hands and began to cry.
It wasn’t fair! After all that had happened, after every triumph… why did these memories still haunt her…? Jill knew Umbrella wasn’t
coming back; she had sworn it the day the company fell to pieces and was left in the industrial dust.
Slowly, the brunette looked over to her clock… it was 6:23… and Barry had said yesterday that they had to be into the office by 7:45.
After wiping the tears from her eyes, she grabbed a medicine bottle that had been on her wooden night stand and dry swallowed two of the
pulls inside.
Soon… the medicine kicked in and she was calm, and with a deep breath, Jill slip her feet from her soft, red silk sheet covers and onto
the cold hardwood flooring.
Before doing anything from there, she walked over to two pictures that lay on her bureau next to the east window. One of the pictures
was of her when S.T.A.R.S. was first formed, there was a helicopter in the background and most of the people in the picture were
deceased… their bodies lying where Spencer Mansion once was. An unmarked graveyard.
Then… the other was old as well, it was a picture of Jill hugging Rebecca around the waist; smiling while the medic blushed and had her
arm around the older women’s shoulder. It was taken on the first day Rebecca had arrived and no one had really talked to her… except
Wesker, who had kept hitting on her. Oh! Just thinking of that man’s name made her blood boil hotter then a witch’s cauldron!
Though, she suppressed the rage and channeled it into something more important… staring at Rebecca. Ever since the medic had walked in
the door Jill had wanted her. The cute little pink collar around her neck… the adorable suit she wore… and her eyes. They always seemed
to sparkle like two diamonds in the hot desert sand.
Letting out a sigh, Jill kissed the picture and put it down... a smile on her face. Today was February 13th, and tomorrow would be
Valentine’s Day.
‘What a perfect day for me to tell Rebecca about how cute she is and about how I wanna be her lover’ she thought happily.
Quickly, she grabbed her favorite blue tank top and black jeans, her normal womanly things and headed to go get a shower.
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By 6:40, Rebecca was at the Police Station, she wore a white tank top with an orange sweater and deep blue skirt. Claire had actually
forced it upon Barry to install a rule saying that they could wear whatever they wanted, as long as it was appropriate, as long they
kept their S.T.A.R.S. uniforms in their lockers. The man, having developed a -slight- fear of the girl after hearing the stories that
surrounded her, had to give in.
When she reached the S.T.A.R.S. HQ, Rebecca used her key to unlock the door… most likely she was the first one there, and walked in.
Everything looked -exactly- how it did when they all worked there, desk arrangement and all.
Half of her was actually expecting this, because on the news it had said they did their best to make the city exactly as it was before
the outbreak, which was good… that meant she didn’t need to learn how to get to the precinct again in the first place.
Smiling, she walked over to her desk and put down a coffee cup and donut onto her it, what could see say, it was a daily routine.
As usual, she booted up her computer and searched her desk… in the front draw there was writing utensils, a note pad, the password to
her computer, here I.D. card, etc…
In the drawers to her left she found on the top, a new pistol with four clips beside it… a HK45, or so it was sketched into the side.
In the second drawer there wasn’t really anything and in it and in the last drawer there were papers to us to file reports or to scan in
onto the computer.
Soon, she didn’t have anything else to do and quickly finished her coffee and donut… eventually… she was reduced to sitting in her
chair and tapping her boots on the floor as she watched the door. Waiting for someone to enter like en entranced stalker hunting its
prey in the wild.
Then… suddenly, the door knob began to turn and Rebecca jumped to her feet, ready to say ‘Hi’ and hug whoever walked into the room.
When the door finally opened, the medic jumped up and ran over; hugging whoever had entered, but apparently they weren’t expecting it.
With a crash, Rebecca and the stranger tumbled to the floor, but then there was the sound of a cry of strength and in a split second the
girl was on her back… someone on top of here.
Opening her eyes, which she had closed when she tumbled out of room, she saw Ashley standing over her… looking very scared and to her
left was Leon… just staring at the two with his gruff, too-masculine-to-be-real stare.
“Hmm… Ashley on top of Rebecca; that sounds like a fun thing to watch” said the male, chuckling to himself as the two laughed and
Rebecca turned scarlet.
Quickly, the blonde haired college student got up and helped Rebecca up with her. “Sorry Beck, Leon had been teaching me some of his
super-secret-agent moves” she said, smiling and doing a karate pose.
The only male in the hall walked over and grabbed her hand, spinning her around so that she was against his chest.
Leon and Ashley both smiled happily at each other and they quickly leaned in and kissed each other, Rebecca feeling as if a hot knife
had struck her directly in the heart… she only wished that was her and Jill, oh, how good that would make her feel.
“So, Ash, what are you doing here?” the brunette asked.
The girl looked forward, “Just thought I’d come give you guys a visit before I went off to college, I transferred here but classes don’t
start for a bit”.
“Oh, I see I see” said the medic.
“Good Morning” came a sudden voice, Rebecca recognizing it instantly as if it were embedded into her brain itself.
She turned to see Jill standing at the end of the hall, smiling happily yet with a hint of slyness.
Rebecca felt her knees go weak… and unfortunate for her it was an actual feeling, so, with gravity working its magic; she fell
downwards, making it look like she had tripped on the floor without moving, a squeal escaping her lips.
As she sat on the ground, her legs not willing to let her up, the three others laughed… though Jill seemed to stop before the others
when Rebecca looked at her.
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The moment the strong women saw her beloved medic turn and look over to her, face scarlet and a sad look, obviously embarrassment. But
with the morning light from the windows shining in on her… she just looked so beautiful, so angelic. Without another hesitation, Jill
was about to dash over and give the pianist a kiss and hug, but Barry caught her before she could with a ‘Hello’.
Quickly, Jill said ‘Hi’ back, but Rebecca had already retreated into the office, holding back tears.
Leon and Ashley just looked at each other then the door before the two leaned up and kissed each other again and Ashley headed to catch
the bus. So far Ashley didn’t look pregnant… but still, you could tell by the way her face seemed to glow.
Barry said that he had to go ask a few people somethings and that Claire and Chris would be here soon, since he saw them out in the
parking lot.
Without any intention, the girl nodded and headed to the office quickly… maybe she had enough time to tell Rebecca something… something
she had wanted to tell the medic since 1998…
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